You sound so like me

I donβt trust doctors and I have every reason not to

At 21 i had ectopic pregnancy but didnβt know I was pregnant, I was rushed into hospital with severe pain. They did some checks and told my parents they thought it was a nervous digestion

After three days I could hardly speak and was so ill. My mum hit the roof, they kept doing ultrasounds and every time it was so painful that I was barely conscious.
They said ok we will do a keyhole operation tomorrow for further checks (mum was so mad she nearly hit the doctor who suggested I just needed attention!) in the night it burst and the pain shifted into a weakness and nausea.
They did an emergency operation.
When I woke up I had around 10 doctors at my bed, they scolded me for not screaming in such a terrible pain! I nearly died and with that my trust was gone.
Thatβs was the most awful experience I have ever had. So now I only go in an emergency